Heartbreaking suicide message Caroline Kangogo wrote: The late Caroline Kangogo left messages for her estranged husband and the two men that she was accused of killing. Reports following her death by suicide say that Kangogo lamented what she termed as bad treatment by her husband.
She further admitted that her first victim police officer John Ogweno was her lover. She also said that her second victim had conned her a substantial amount of money. Here is the full suicide message Caroline Kangogo wrote as was shared by a local media house on Friday evening [Disclaimer; Bizna Kenya could not independently authenticate the below suicide note which has been attributed to Kangogo]:
“Hi bro, please take good care of my kids. Their father is  too much into women because every visit to Mombasa they could vow we go together because daddy’s friends reportedly harass them by calling them names i.e his lovers.
To my people, it’s my wedding day – dress me in a white gown that my husband could not afford.
To my parents, I am requesting my body to be cremated to end your suffering. Remember to take good care of my children. For the things in Kasarani, hire movers for safe delivery here.
Nothing belongs to my husband for I started from scratch after he left us.
For you my love JOHN OGWENO, our love was made in Heaven that’s why since Monday, a day after the incident, you always embrace me with love and forgiveness and tell me it is well with your soul despite living in separate worlds. May our kids live in peace, love, forgiveness, success and being God-fearing. REST WELL AND SEE YOU SOON.
To my beloved parents, siblings, children, colleagues, extended family in Ogweno’s family sorry for letting you down. Please find a place in your heart to forgive me. I really feel for your wife and kids. Sorry mama I didn’t mean to.
For Peter Njiru Ndigwa, I don’t owe anyone an apology. He conned me Ksh1.5 million whereby Ksh300,000 I borrowed from my father’s retirement benefits…then he arrogantly tells me he isn’t paying and I even found him with a new Probox. Confirm with Corporal ***, she has the cheques issued by Ndigwa. I served him right.
Depression is real, please assist those you know. My divorce pushed me to be inhuman. My father disowned me due to a failed marriage. My husband was first in calling my father and my brother to cover up his mistakes and they all fell into his trap.
Revealed: Caroline Kangogo’s final moments before suicide
Since I met you, my husband, I have never known peace due to your mistreatments. Always  chasing after women tortured me physically, mentally and the likes of Peter Ndigwa. Since everything happened please take good care of our kids and don’t neglect them – as your first wife. Please don’t take advantage of love…current divorce
From Tuesday, I was in Mombasa and always saw you being picked and dropped. I wanted to kill you but I sympathised with my kids. I forgave you. I hope you do the same.
The status quo remains in force. My husband dumped me for another woman so it means my parents will bury my body, my two plots kindly as written in divorce contact – RK.
For my divorce, contact RK agencies for the second title because one title is in my house in Kasarani.
To Kenya Police, I went through stress as the Senior Police Officer put me through hell when I resisted sex. He couldn’t understand my son’s asthmatic condition and my ulcers and admissions in the hospital. I hope you are now happy.
With the little money, you get please pay brother chumbas full fees and rent because I was his hope so as to assist his parents and siblings. Kindly adhere to my instructions.
I am Caroline Chemutai, the killer cop, thanks to Lawyer XXX. All the best.
Also, let father manage everything because I trust and love him. I LOVE YOU ALL AND GOODBYE TILL WE MEET AGAIN.”